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Posted by SuE RaY

Maybe its time to move onto the new era??

Its not like it makes much difference anymore..

Toodles..

How do you??  

Posted by SuE RaY

How can I smile when you're there in the hospital??
And me not there with you..
How can I not cry wishing it weren't so..

Its so fresh in my memories..
Just 3 years ago, when u were in the hospital too..
And they said things would be all right..
You'd be just fine..

And somehow you're back there again..
Back so soon, and so young at that..

How can i be hopeful, when its clear to me how terrible it is to be stuck there,
pricked with a needle everyday, lonely and uncomfortable..

How do you be strong?
When there's nothing you can do to help or make things better..
How do you??

Why??  

Posted by SuE RaY

Why do you write for the public if you do not want it to be understood??

Why not just write a diary for only you to read and contemplate if you do not want others to find out about you??

I find that blogging has become rather hard nowadays..
Coz there's so many things to think about before writing..
Its not that I don't want to share anymore..
But sometimes, I am worried about the people who do end up reading this blog..
Some are ok, some are great, but really, some are downright stalker/scary in their ways..
So comes the period of cryptic writing that truly nobody really understands anyway..
I never really put much stock in poems before..
They seem to be rather flowy and nice to look at..
But seriously, so hard to interpret and understand..
You could see 1 thing while I see something totally different..

And what use would that be if we end up misinterpreting what the author wanted to say in the first place??

But that is basically what has hit my blog anyway hasn't it??
=.="
Owh, give me a book any day, and I'd read that more enthusiastically..

^_^
3 unfinished/not started/totally clueless readings to catch up on for micro 2, fins1612 and globalisation..
But for tonight, I shall start reading this new book I got..
Sure its not a surprise..
But it sure beats getting a book I don't like..
About assassins too!
yippee!!
<3 <3 <3

Thanks Boyfie.. Best birthday presents ever!